Wednesday, 22 August 2012

The courage of truth

I have just walked through a pit of raging lies. And to stand my ground in truth and to fight for truth does take courage. And so many slinked away when I  was being accused of such rubbish. It was interesting to see who had the strength of character to hang in there with me.Who was still holding onto the fantasy of been given a leading role and for that abandoning honest people.   The ones who hung in there with me are also the one who will stand for truth.

And the game of lies is not a new one to the cowards who are playing it and then bullying everyone else around. 

Why did I take the stand to speak up and be the vocal one. For being the vocal one I was also the one who had the rubbish aimed at me. 

As I am innocent I have no fear. I did it for myself as well as for the young girls present whose bodies were being violated. I was the older one of the group present and  I would not want my daughters to be treated in such a way . 

I am really making a stand now and for future for all actresses and actors not to put up with the casting couch scenario. We need to know our worth for what it is and not because of some slimy creature wanting to show his power. 

I will continue to write up and speak up for truth. The film industry can have people of integrity , its a pity the first lot I met were lacking that quality.

Truth will win when the people have the courage to stand up for it. 

Tuesday, 14 August 2012

The power of rage

Rage is like a wild fire burning through dead bushes.
I know the power of the Australian bush fires wiping out and cleaning out the old.

My rage was triggered by abuse and lies and deception. I  moved in fast and swift. In its path those that lied resort to more bullying tactics.

My rage is a healthy one  It moves and it shifts and it cleans. It makes one stop and look at what is being cleaned out.

And where can you hide form such a rage. The flames are up . The power is up. The truth cleans out all that hides behind lies.

And why to lie?To blow up what is not? To hide from what?To avoid  what?

My rage is a cleanser. I am not afraid of my rage. Others can be as truth burns through lies.

My rage cleared out and cleansed out that the new buds can grow.

My rage is the rage of truth . Ride it to the core of what is hidden.

And new buds will emerge.

Rage unleashed through creativity is the way forward.


Saturday, 11 August 2012

The lies continue


an excerpt from the book I will post up soon:

Another part of the invitation to be trained as an actress was to attend the great film festival that Snaky and Slimy would put on. One of the top best film festivals in the world.

The great film festival that they organized was the greatest flop of all film festivals.

First of all none of the town folk would come as they had experienced his tirades, or drunkenness or just general rudeness.

A man of etiquette he is not.

Here we were, his motley team, begging people to please come to the film festival. Even though it was free no one would come.

Then there were the times when the films would not work and people would sit politely for an hour with no announcement of what was up.

On one such occasion they finally substituted a film of a producer who had flown in to be there. The quality of the screen was of such poor standard that the producer had to leave. When I suggested he apologize to her he accused me of having such weird ideas. At that point a friend of mine who was thinking of investing in them saw his true colors and fortunately did not invest.

I know as an investor I will never see a penny of my investment.

Of course if they are so moral and open as they claim to be, who knows, pigs might fly.

In the meantime they are folding one company, into another, into another into another. The shares on the stock market have been suspended. You get my point. 

A man who believes he is G-d and can stuff everyone over.

The saddest part of this failed film festival is that the best film, by an Italian director who was present, was voted by the remaining jurors, was over ridden by him so that his name could be linked to well known stars and directors. I question if he even saw the last film as he made a point of never being in the theatre when films were screened. That was the role of the students to add 8 places to the empty theatre. How was he to know that his own festival was flopping in front of him? Is that what allows him the arrogance to notify the world of the wonderful film festival he put on? Maybe that is why he continues to release press releases that are blatant lies.

You may be wondering here about fired jurors. Well to start one walked out, three were fired which now left him alone. He then chose one very fragile individual to be a juror and the final one he chose walked out on him.

Now can this be called a fair and honest film festival?

No one present.
A whole jury expelled
Final vote by one person.

Of the fired jurors two became good friends of mine. One was a very well known award-winning producer from LA who paid her own way there. The other came from Italy and she too was enticed by their cause of non-violence. Their cause is great.

Every single person who was there from the fired jurors to the core group experienced directly his rage and his continuation of lies and exploitation.  Most of them worked tirelessly for him with no pay. In my language that is called slave labor.  People gave up paid working positions to work with them with the promise of at least food being paid for. There was no allowance for anyone. Many have gone into debt thanks to these two.



Their cause is a noble one and had the creators sorted out their own violence that they are harboring inside, as well as their own stories of abuse, things might have worked out differently. 

In order to better the world I do believe film is a very powerful medium. However if the creators of the films are so violent and maniacal what harm are they doing to the cast and crew.

Yes it is said that in the film world the casting couch scenario is true, actors /actresses working for free. It is enough of this behavior.
I am extremely happy to meet producers who have the courage to fire directors. May there be more of them in this field.


I write this that the world should know about the behind scenes of one out of control director and his great sidekick.

The cause of non-violence can only be expressed when one has confronted the dog that has bitten you. Until one faces that dog one will treat the world from the viewpoint of the dog still attached to the leg and lack common human politeness and awareness.

They are destroying young peoples lives.










Scam artist

This category of course covers many different scam artists but what I am sharing here is my own personal experience and the workings of the scam artists mind.

Step 1. Befriend your victim. I tell you I became their best friend.With long conversations of love with each conversation. I was their best love, the one who would be the best in the field.

Step 2. Know what is going to hook your victim: Oh bless these scammers they new exactly what carrot to dangle in my face with offers of art exhibitions in Monaco. There was even one phone call where they offered to make a film of my life. It is a great life and it will make a great film however not with these scammers.

Of course in the film world, to most of the others it was to be a famous actor. And believe me there are still those who are hanging in with the scent of fame being wafted in front of their noses. Of course they will have to once again fund their way there and pay for the others living expenses.

Step 3 . Reel them in. Here starts the fun for the scammers . Great big fish on the end of their line and they are reeling in.
I can say I was one big fish. There were other big fish who had also to be disposed of quickly as of course how could scammer have his say with intelligent personalities present.

Step 4: Make sure your big fish are under your control. Best to have them in one area where surveillance can better work.

Step 5: Start the mind games by bullying. And of course playing everyone off against each other.

Step 6 : The step of desperation: Money was ever so tight for the scammers so not only asking everyone  present for money they resorted to more bullying tactics by actually asking everyone what their net worth was. Sorry this big fish spotted the games straight up. And told scammer to back off.


Step 7: Start a smear campaign against your fish. The bigger the fish the more words one will need to look for, phrases like mentally deranged and nymphomaniac, were the best words he could use against me. Of course great for sales of NAKED SOUL .

http://www.amazon.com/Naked-Soul-ebook/dp/B003WUY4BQ/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&qid=1344673186&sr=8-4&keywords=leeorah+hursky


Step 7 : For the one who has been reeled in there are many ways to get back your power. Mine will be through truth and I will be publishing a book very very soon free of charge to whoever wants it.

A footnote here. I was the one hosting tea parties instead of being used as free labour. One of the comments scam artist made is so rich it needs to be expressed here. One of his fragile followers came to one of my tea parties. He said if she committed suicide it would be my fault as she came to have tea with me. Go figure how does his mind work?????? Choose a crew of fragile people and make a film called Suicide???????


The world is full of opportunists and many vulnerable people . We need to all wake up and send them where they need to go. I am sure once the law catches up with them they will have plenty time to read all my books.

For those reading these blogs all events are true.

www.leeorahhursky.com
www.emotionalfat.com

Friday, 10 August 2012

Power of truth

I had to laugh recently when the   director resorted to more  lies to protect his name. His aim now was to make at least 20 members who witnessed his techniques of bullying and lying to be the bad ones. How much intelligence does one need to see who is at fault here? You fire all your film jurors  whilst telling the world of the great film festival that  no one attended.

The people of this cute little town had experienced first hand the bully in action.
It is so strange to write of an adult bully. And one who is drunk all the time.
How clear is vision when alcohol is consumed all day.

The biggest insult he can come up with is that all who he had hired (with no pay)  are whores, nymphomaniacs and mentally deranged oh, and dont let me forget, after money or are suffering from jealousy. That is a bit rich for someone who is up on sexual abuse charges.

Not only does he call them whores but also liars.

And even more surprising is how he is duping more people to join his little band, is being on screen so enticing  that all personal integrity flies out of the window.

Or heaven forbid he is feeding them the same mind altering drugs he is on.

Truth will always shine through the dark nonsense. Karma will be balanced.
And I will continue to talk up, how lucky to be a writer who can publish books at the push of a button.

www.leeorahhursky.com
www.emotionalfat.com


Sunday, 5 August 2012

Abuse

First of all apologies to those of you who do read my blogs I have been travelling for the past few months .

I know the title is a strong one but one that needs to be spoken about.

I had been abused as a child and I do believe the fat was there as a protection. Some how the child believed if I am fat and ugly everyone will leave me alone.
I also believed I had dealt with my abuse issues and did not have to have abuse in my life anymore. I also failed to see when I was verbally abusive to others.

But it seems there is some element in me that still called it up.

Recently on my travels I went to be trained as an actress at the ripe old age of 57. I was confident and ready for the big screen.

The only problem was that the director was a drunk who was so verbally abusive it made grown men tremble. I was the first one on the workshop to cop his abuse. A tirade that was directed at me that at first I thought 'what is wrong with this man?' Eventually he did have me in tears. I kept telling him I have no fat to protect me back off. But he would not. I survived that attack and then wrote to him never to talk to me like that again.

However it was not enough for him. He did come back with more bullying and attacking. Now I was learning. This time when he attacked me I stood my ground and said STOP. One word that no one had told him ever in his life. He was a director and ready to throw his weight around on everyone.
In fact on the course the fist thing he told us is that a film director is like G-d . I should have left at that point.

I did not . I stuck the course out despite his drunken tirades and finally on the last night I told him what I thought of him. A drunken old man who misuses girls who  are already  confused in life. I have to tell you, to actually express my disgust to him was wonderful

I have been asked why did I stay on and not leave after the first tirade. I am a sticker and it did feel right to be there. So I stuck it out.

I did however meet amazing people and because I was in rebellion from the beginning ignored his attempts to block us from meeting the locals and seeing the town.

Lets hope that this strong lesson that I went through has served its purpose that I do not need to take abuse or give abuse.

I really hope that my lesson is learnt

And will I act on big screen? Who knows, certainly not with that director, but there are others who have asked me to be in their films. I do believe I will be a great actress as I am able to "enter " anothers story due to the abilities as a healer.

My voice as an actress is going to be one of truth , even if I am to play the 'bad ' it will be from a place of authenticity

I sincerely hope that there are some decent directors out there. And that these are the ones I will work with.

www.emotionalfat.com